Ya know it’d be kinda nice to hear my boyfriends voice but no he’s an asshole and refuses to call me or Skype me. This is pissing me off more and more. If we were so “serious” you’d be willing to fucking talk to me texting sucks. Fuck you. Ugh.

Shane,
These are all the things youll never know. You’ll never know you still cross my mind,how much I miss confiding in you,how important you once were to me. It’s been months and I should be over it all but when your mom comes down I can’t help but to be all ears when she talks about you. I know you have so many people in your life but you’re one of the people in mine that I’ll never forgot about. You took a piece of my heart and it’s yours there’s no changing that. You probally never think of me but I do. You were my bestfriend,I remember everything. I just want us to be friends again but I know I’m nothing special so I hope the people in your life treat you right…I love you and I miss you Shane Russ.